Thousaand Species...

Did my overnight flight and today's my second off day.. benefits of having an overnight flight~
Well, considering if i shld be taking up physcology in the near future. Thought abt it before but gave up the idea.. and now i think i'm into it again.. wanting to understand the human mind better.. Time flies, its already gg into the 3rd week of September and on it goes .. in time to come we'll be celebrating xmas.. which also means its the end of the year..
Its been a pretty fruitful year for me.. loss what i loss gained what i gained.. but im pretty satisfied with the results of everything.. got my loved one and im loving him.. got my current job and im pretty much still trying to blend in.. Its an environment i really really dislike but i've just got to stick to it no matter how hard it is.. bf's been giving me encouragements and its prolly bc of him that im holding on so tight to my job.. Its not that it have been really bad, but i'm prolly not use to putting on a mask whenever i have to work.. it just seems so vague.. tiring of cox but i'll be pulling it thru till the end of my bond.. i'll definately leave before i turn into a monster...
somehow i feel that cabin crews tend to change for the worse as we continue to live in such a culture.. not that they know of.. but it jsut comes along gradually.. i've seentoo much monsters in this industry.. so people out there who feels like and wants to give it a shot.. as a frn, im telling u to think twice.... unless u're the kind with great tolerance and u're a great actor then u're fit for the job.. ** am going to wash up and pack up my room.. shall pen again another day... meanwhile take care and hugs to my darlings and my dearest boyf!! loves!!